Coercion 26
The Town of Nogood
Xander woke up
before the alarm went off. At first, he was confused as to where he was. then he
remembered Friday, moving into a new place. A hand lay on his chest, over his
heart. Spike’s lean body pressed close along his right side, his face tucked
into Xander’s neck.
Xander could feel the stickiness of the night before. He admitted to himself
that he had become addicted to the vampire’s touch. Now that there was no fear
of his mother discovering them snuggling in bed, Spike had apparently decided to
take advantage of it. The one time his mother has surprised them, she’d been
drunk and Spike had smoothly sold her a story about his back being out so he
couldn’t sleep in the chair.
Spike felt the boy wake up. He listened to the slight changes in heart rate and
breathing. When Xander made no move to go for his morning wood as was his habit,
Spike slid his hand down and wrapped his long fingers around Xander’s hard
cock.
This was new. Xander could deal with having someone share morning duties. He
said nothing, just thrust up into Spike’s hand. Soon Spike was thrusting his
own erection against Xander’s hip, pre-come slipping against him. “Roll
over, Pet, so I can get a better grip.” Spike murmured.
Still sleepy, Xander rolled away, allowing Spike to wrap his other arm around
him and play with a nipple. This was nice until Spike hitched closer. He was
soon rubbing his hard cock along the crack of Xander’s ass. Xander stiffened.
“Spike? What are you doing?”
“Jerking you off, what does it feel like?” Spike nipped the neck before him.
“You’re also rubbing against me.”
“So? Done it before.” Spike was still enjoying the rhythm. Even though he
felt the boy soften a bit in his hand, he didn’t stop.
“You’re awfully close to…”
“To what? Getting you off?” Spike licked the back of Xander’s neck.
“To my ass.”
“Oh. I noticed that. It’s such a lovely ass.” He thrust a little harder
for emphasis.
“Back off, Spike.”
“But, you’re so warm…” Spike’s pre-come had made Xander’s ass crack
all slippery and he was just about to come.
Xander snarled and leapt out of Spike’s arms. “I said back off! Mongoose!”
Spike gaped at the boy who was now standing, facing him and shaking in rage.
“For that you call a mongoose? What’s the matter, Xander?”
“I don’t want anyone... you near my ass!”
“I was just rubbing…”
“I don’t want you rubbing there!” Xander grabbed his robe and stalked out
of the room.
Spike was disappointed, and followed. “Xander… why won’t you let me in? I
want to feel your hot flesh surrounding me.”
“Just don’t. It’s… gay.”
At the end of his patience, Spike barked out a laugh. “Yeah, like you fucking
me ain’t gay.”
“That’s different!” Xander snarled, getting in Spike’s face.
“Yeah? How? Lips, hands, and assholes the same with girls and boys? You
pretending I’m a girl the whole time?” Spike leaned right back into his
face, fists balled at his sides.
“No! Cause that doesn’t hurt!” Xander froze, horrified at what he’d
said.
Spike watched as Xander paled, his face going slack as he turned away from Spike,
fled to the living room and collapsed on the couch. Spike followed. Abused. Shit. Suddenly Spike understood. Fucking
sorry excuse for a father. He felt his anger rise and his body tighten. After
a few minutes, he’d fought down the twinges from the chip. “I’ll kill him
for you. Don’t know how yet, but I have connections. If I’d known your
father… Thank god we’re out of there or I’d...”
Xander looked up to see Spike in game face, his body a quivering arrow of anger,
his attention focused on the distance. “What? No. Spike, No.” Xander stood
and placed himself between Spike and the door, not touching him. As much as he
was pleased at Spike’s possessiveness, he was afraid of this full demon ire.
“Wasn’t him. He’s never done that. Spike, chill. Please. You’re scaring
me.”
“Who was it?” Spike asked, his voice cold.
Xander ran a hand through his hair and sat hard on the couch. Spike stood with
arms crossed, still wanting to kill someone. “I’ll tell you. It was in
Oxnard. Remember, I told you about my travels? What I didn’t tell you was
about my gambling debt on top of my busted car. I had no way out. I could have
hitch hiked, but I was afraid. I know what’s out there on the road. Plus, the
guys I owed knew where I lived.”
Spike looked wonderingly at the boy. “You. Gambled?”
“I was lonely. I got a little drunk with some of the guys. Started playing
poker. I was winning, then…”
“They fleeced you.”
“Basically. I almost had enough o get the car fixed, too. Then one of the
patrons... he… he offered to get me out. To pay to have the car fixed and my
debts paid off if…” Xander picked up a pillow and clutched it too him,
drawing up in a ball.
“If you let him have your virgin ass.” Spike flopped down beside Xander.
Xander nodded, ashamed. “It was this rich guy. Big business sort. He’d done
things for the other guys. They… they all sucked up to him. He threw the money
around. I never… never heard that he was abusive. He told me he’d take it
slow.” Xander trailed off.
“You don’t have to talk about it, Pet.” Spike patted the boy’s knee and
suddenly found his arms full of snotty Xander.
“I do. Spike. I’ve never told… anyone. Can I?”
Above Xander’s head, Spike closed his eyes, and wrapped his arms around
Xander. “Let it go, Pet. You’ve held on to it long enough.”
“He did start slow. And it wasn’t so bad. Then… then he got a call on his
cell phone. He… he didn’t stop… fingering me while he talked. When he hung
up, he told me ‘gotta run, hafta hurry this up sweet thing,’” Xander
snuffled against Spike’s chest. “Before I knew it, he was… he forced
himself in. Spike I’ve never felt a pain like that before. Like I was split
open, and turns out I was. But… like…”
Spike pulled him closer and shushed him. His eyes closed, Spike remembered over
a hundred years back. He’d pushed the memory away, but Xander had awaked it.
“I know that pain, Pet. Angelus was a right bastard. I remember him
complimenting Drusilla on managing to find a virgin. Did the fuckhead at least
pay you?”
Spike had been there? Spike knew what it was like? Xander could never imagine
anyone getting the better of Spike that way. Except maybe Angelus. “Yeah. And
then some. He tossed two thousand dollars on the table. ‘Hemorrhoid cream.
Works wonders,’ he said and left. I couldn’t get out of that damned town
fast enough.”
Spike held Xander in silence for a while. He had no idea about Xander’s
encounter. No wonder the boy was skittish. Of all the pains Spike had known, and
he’d known at least one of each kind, the one they shared was the most
scarring. Well, Spike would just have to heal the boy so he could get on with
it. “Sorry I pressed you, Pet. I had no idea.”
“It’s okay. I understand where you’re coming from. I… I want things too,
but I don’t…” Xander trailed off and just let Spike hold him.
After a while, Xander let Spike lead him back to bed. “You’ve got twenty
minutes before the alarm goes off, and then you hit the snooze for ten more,
right, Pet?”
Xander nodded, glancing at the clock. “That’s right.”
“Come on, Love. Lay back down.” Xander allowed Spike to take off his robe
and lay him back down. When Spike climbed in beside him and tried to roll him
away, Xander protested. “Xander,” Spike murmured, stroking his cheek. “I
won’t hurt you. That’s what I want to show you. Please, Xander. It’ll
help. Trust me.”
Xander rolled over and Spike spooned against him once more, leaving some
distance at the hips. At first, Spike just held him, stroking his arm, and his
chest until he relaxed. “You’re so strong, Xander. You can stop me with a
word.” He kissed the back of Xander’s neck and ran his hand lower on the
boy’s belly. Soon, his long fingers encircled an erect cock. “There it
is,” he murmured, nipping Xander’s warm neck.
Xander moaned and pressed into his hand. Xander was kind of surprised to learn
that he really did trust Spike. Funny thing to discover after sleeping by
and with someone for months. “Spike,” he whispered. “you… you can touch
me. I trust you.”
“Thank you,” Spike said and hitched closer. He pressed his hard cock against
Xander’s buttocks, the head at the base of his spine, but didn’t move. He
worked Xander’s cock and licked the ear before him like Xander liked.
Xander was very much aware of the hard cock pressing him. this time, he paid
attention to just where Spike was and how careful
he was. “You’re not moving, Spike.”
“I don’t want to scare you, Pet.”
“Go... go ahead. No reason for you to go without.”
Spike began gently, carefully thrusting against Xander, his pre-come making the
boy slippery. His strokes were in time with his thrusts.
“Spike…” Xander gasped coming in Spike’s hand. The vampire’s orgasm
followed. Spike flattened his hand on Xander’s belly and pulled him close.
“Thank you, Xander.”
The alarm went off, making them both jump. Xander reached out automatically and
slapped the button. He cuddled back under the sheet, holding Spike’s arm.
“Spike. I didn’t want to tell you. I… I didn’t want you to think less of
me.”
“Silly whelp. Now I admire your strength, your ability to soldier on. I’ve
been there, remember? It took me longer than a couple of years to cope like you
have.”
The two lay together until the alarm sounded again and Xander had to leave for
work.
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